You thought that I am strong. You thought that I can go on. I can go on to my life all alone. You thought I will survive. I will survive without your love. You thought that I won't cry. You thought that I could carry all these pain. You thought that I could smile after all these strain. You didn't know my heart is breaking. That my life is now falling apart. I cried everytime I screamed your name. In my head where you're always dwelling. In my heart because of you it's bleeding. I love you beyond those impossible reasons. Even now your love is getting colder and no more affection. If you think I deserve these, say it  babe, no need for pretentions. I can do nothing now. I'm torn apart between you and my past. I am stuck between what is right and what is wrong. I am confused where do I really belong. Loving you is the right thing I've done. Though it doesn't correspond to the rhythm of time. And now I can feel, slowly I am losing this war. I can't change what you're thinking, it's so frustrating. I know things were wrong even from the very beginning. But I have no more strength to reason out, just stay in silence. I miss you, I love you that's all what I wanted you to say. But I think you're happy now to where you are . I have to let go and try to be content watching you from far.